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  ‘You weren’t some kind of work-ogre when you were here, Jon, although you did put in too many hours. You made time for me and Gabby when you could.’

  ‘I realize now it was never enough.’

  ‘I was at fault too, I had my own unfair demands. But it’s old territory now, there’s no point in re-exploring.’

  ‘No, as you say: old territory.’ He placed the coffee mug back on the table. ‘Fran, I’m worried about you both staying here on your own.’

  ‘Then you really do think this monster meant to snatch Gabby?’

  ‘It wanted to get at me through her.’

  ‘How do you know it’s the same person?’ Her voice rose in anger. ‘And why do you refer to him as it? My God, he’s a ghoul, but of the human kind.’

  ‘I just can’t think of it as a man. The feeling of total malevolence is too overpowering, too inhuman. When it’s thoughts force their way into mine I can almost smell the corruption, I can almost see its depravity.’

  ‘God, you have changed.’

  He shook his head wearily. ‘I’m trying to describe the impression I’m left with, the sense of festering malignancy it imposes upon me. The feeling is ugly, Fran, and terrifying.’

  ‘I can see. Jonathan, I don’t doubt these visions, that you actually suffer these awful things, but are you sure you’re not losing control of your own mind?’

  He tried to smile. ‘You never were one for holding back. You mean am I going mad?’

  ‘No, I don’t mean that. But could these terrible experiences cause you to hallucinate as well? Let’s face it, there’s precious little that anybody knows about the million functions of the mind, so who can tell what it takes to throw it slightly out of sync?’

  ‘You have to take my word for it: the person, if that’s what you want to call this creature, who murdered the prostitute and the old man, and who mutilated the dead boy, is the same one who mistakenly took away Annabel. It knows me and wants to hurt me. That’s why you and Gabby have to be protected.’

  ‘But how could he know where we lived? Did he read the address from your mind, too? The whole thing’s crazy, Jonathan!’

  ‘I can’t hide my past from it, Fran, don’t you see?’

  ‘No, I bloody don’t.’

  ‘Like the computer, it’s all in my memory bank and, as you said, access is easy once you have the code. Maybe it discovered what happened to me before, how I saw those other murders.’ A thought occurred to him. ‘Fran, did you have this number put back in the phone directory?’

  ‘Not the old one, not after all those crank calls we used to receive. I couldn’t stay ex-directory, not in my line of work, so I had a new number listed.’

  Childes slumped back in his chair. ‘Then that’s probably the answer.’

  ‘Oh, it’s not human, but it can look up telephone numbers.’ She tapped her foot impatiently.

  ‘I’ve tried to explain. It’s a person, but something inside isn’t human. This thing’s intelligent, otherwise the police would have caught it by now, and it’s perceptive.’

  ‘Not perceptive enough to kidnap the right little girl,’ she snapped.

  ‘No, thank . . .’ He stopped himself from finishing the sentence and that moment of guilt between them somehow eased the tension. ‘The point is,’ Childes went on more gently, ‘it will soon realize the mistake – if it doesn’t know through Annabel.’

  ‘The newspapers.’

  ‘All the media.’

  Her eyes widened. ‘Jon, if they make the connection . . .’

  He studied the table top. ‘We’ll have to go through the whole business all over again. It’s too much of a coincidence for another child to be kidnapped right next door to the man who assisted police investigations last time through psychic detection.’

  ‘I couldn’t face that again.’

  ‘Another reason for you to move out for a while. Overoy’s arranged for someone to watch the house for your protection, but they can’t keep reporters away. As it is, the pretext is that the police are keeping an eye on Frank and Melanie, but that won’t fool any journalist for long. They’re going to have a field-day when they learn the truth.’ He was cautious with his next suggestion. ‘I think it would be a good idea if you both came back with me for a while.’

  ‘There’s no way I could do that, Jon,’ she responded immediately. ‘I’ve got my job, remember? And Gabby has school.’

  ‘A couple of weeks off for her wouldn’t hurt, and you must be due for some leave.’

  She shook her head. ‘Uh huh, the agency’s too busy right at this moment and we can’t afford to turn away clients. Besides, Gabby and I would have to come back eventually, so what would happen then?’

  ‘Hopefully this killer will have been caught.’

  ‘I’d like to know how. Your idea’s impractical, Jon, but there is a compromise: I could stay with my mother. She’d love to have Gabby in her clutches and she’s not too far out of town, so travelling in to work would be easy for me.’

  ‘Why not let Gabby return with me on her own?’

  His ex-wife’s reply was sharp and unequivocal. ‘The court gave me custody.’

  ‘I didn’t contest.’

  ‘You were wise not to. Anyway, hasn’t it occurred to you that you’re the danger point in this situation? Haven’t you wondered if your so-called tormentor didn’t come to this house looking for you?’

  That possibility had been discussed between Overoy and himself during the drive from the airport. ‘You may be right, Fran, there’s no way of being sure; but that would prove it doesn’t know where I live now.’

  ‘The more delving into your mind he does, the more he’ll discover about you.’ She persisted in not referring to Annabel’s kidnapper as ‘it’.

  ‘The power doesn’t work that way, the thoughts aren’t that definitive. It will have some idea of surroundings, but not location. Don’t you recall how I could describe only the area where the murdered children were to be found?’

  ‘You were pretty accurate but, all right, I take your point. You’re still a danger, though.’

  He had to concede. ‘You’ll have to be guarded even if you do go to your mother’s.’

  ‘She’ll adore the excitement, you know what she’s like.’

  ‘Yeah, I do. You’ll keep Gabby away from school?’

  ‘If you think that’s best. Maybe we’ll find another close to Mother’s.’

  ‘Better still.’

  ‘Okay, I agree.’ Fran ran a hand through her auburn hair and seemed to relax a little. ‘Would you like more coffee?’

  ‘No, I’m sinking fast. Is it okay if I stay the night?’

  ‘I was assuming you would. Despite everything that’s happened between us in the past, you know you’re always welcome here.’ She touched his hand across the table, the gesture only slightly awkward, and he responded by squeezing her fingers, then letting go. ‘We may not have made each other very happy in the long run, but we did have a certain something going for us, didn’t we?’

  Tired though he was, Childes managed to smile back. ‘They were good years, Fran.’

  ‘To begin with.’

  ‘We changed in ourselves, became unfamiliar to each other.’

  ‘When—’ she began to say, but he interrupted.

  ‘Old territory, Fran.’

  She lowered her gaze. ‘I’ll fix up the bed in the spare room for you. If that’s where you want to sleep . . .’ The words were deliberately left hanging in the air.

  He was tempted. Fran was no less desirable than she had ever been and the emotions wrung out by a fraught day had left them both in need of physical comforting. Moments went by before he answered.

  ‘I’ve got kind of close to someone,’ he said.

  There was a trace of resentment in Fran’s question. ‘A certain fellow-teacher?’

  ‘How did you know?’ Childes was surprised.

  ‘Gabby was full of the nice lady teacher she met last time she came back fr
om visiting you. It’s been going on for quite a while, hasn’t it? Don’t worry, you can speak freely; I’m long past jealousy, not that I have that particular right any more so far as you’re concerned.’

  ‘Her name is Aime´e Sebire.’

  ‘French?’

  ‘Just the name. I’ve known her for more than two years now.’

  ‘Sounds serious.’

  He did not reply.

  ‘I just get involved with married men,’ Fran sighed. ‘I suppose I never did choose very well.’

  ‘You’re still beautiful, Fran.’

  ‘But resistible.’

  ‘Under different circumstances, I—’

  ‘It’s okay, I’m deliberately making you squirm. Independence for a woman isn’t all it’s cracked up to be, even in this day and age; a warm body to cuddle up with, a strong male shoulder to fall asleep on, can still be a necessity for us liberated ladies.’ She rose slowly from the table and for the first time he noticed the shadows beneath her eyes. ‘I’ll get the bedclothes. You haven’t told me yet what you and Inspector Overoy plan to do about our friend the ogre.’ She waited by the kitchen door for his reply.

  He twisted in his chair to face Fran and the tone of his words and their implications chilled her. ‘So far it’s been searching for me, probing my mind. Overoy thinks it’s time I tried to reverse the situation.’

  He awoke and sensed someone else was in the room with him. For a few brief seconds he was disorientated, the dim light unfamiliar, subdued shapes unidentifiable. The events of the day crowded back in on him. He was home. No, not home. Temporarily back in his old house with Fran and Gabby. The light was from the streetlamp outside.

  A shadow was moving closer.

  Childes sat up, the movement sharp and rigid, stiffness caused by sudden fear.

  A weight on the bed, and then Fran’s quietened voice.

  ‘I’m sorry, Jon. I can’t sleep alone, not tonight. Please don’t be angry.’

  He raised the covers and she slid in beside him, pushing close. Her nightdress was soft against his skin.

  ‘We don’t have to make love,’ she whispered. ‘I’m not here for that. Just put your arms around me and hold me for a while.’

  He did so. And they did make love.

  He awoke again in the night, much later, when sleep had a firmer hold.

  A hand gripped his shoulder: Fran had been roused too. ‘What is it?’ she hissed.

  ‘I don’t—’

  The sound came again.

  ‘Gabby!’ they both said together.

  Childes scrambled from the bed, Fran following, and made for the door, the coldness of terror abruptly roughening the skin of his naked body with tiny bumps. He fumbled for the light-switch in the hallway, giddy for a moment, the light hurting his eyes.

  They saw the black cat standing outside Gabby’s open bedroom door, back arched, a million needles bristling. Miss Puddles glared ahead, eyes venomous, jaw wide in an angry, pointed-tooth grin.

  Gabby’s cry again, calling piercingly.

  The cat’s stiffened hairs ruffled as if disturbed by a draught. She disappeared down the stairway.

  They rushed along the landing and when they entered their daughter’s room, Gabby was sitting bolt upright in the bed. She was staring into a far corner by the doorway, the weak glow from the nightlight casting deep shadows across her features.

  She did not look at them when they ran to the bed, but kept watching the darkened corner, seeing something there. Something that was not visible to her mother and father.

  When Fran hugged her close, she blinked rapidly as if emerging from a dream. Childes looked on with concern as Gabby pulled away and scrabbled around her bedside cabinet for something; she found her glasses and quickly put them on. Once more she peered into the shadowy corner.

  ‘Where is she?’ Gabby’s words were tearful.

  ‘Who, darling, who?’ asked Fran, holding her comfortingly.

  ‘Has she gone away again, Mummy? She looked so sad.’

  Childes felt the hair on the back of his neck prickle. His forehead and the palms of his hands were clammy with cold sweat.

  ‘Tell me who, Gabriel,’ said her mother, ‘tell me who you saw.’

  ‘She touched me and she was so cold, Mummy, so freezing. Annabel looked so sad.’

  Deep within Childes, a long-forgotten memory stirred.

  The package arrived by first post Monday morning and it was addressed to JONATHAN CHILDES. Both the name and his ex-wife’s address were hand-written in small, neat, capital letters. The brown envelope was a standard ten-by-seven size.

  Inside was a narrow, four-inch-square cardboard box.

  Inside the box was crumpled tissue paper.

  Wrapped in the tissue were six objects.

  Five were tiny fingers and thumb.

  The last was a smooth, white moonstone.

  Life went on; it always does.

  Childes returned to the island after two days of intensive questioning by the police and having seen his ex-wife and daughter safely away to Fran’s mother, who lived in a quiet village not many miles from London. He had not accompanied them, wanting no impressions of the journey imprinted on his mind.

  Although there had been no more help he could give the investigating officers, he suspected that only Detective Inspector Overoy’s assurances had persuaded them to allow his departure. Neither the postmark (a suburb of the city) nor the neat handwriting of the address on the macabre package provided any useful clues. There had been no saliva traces on the gummed envelope flap, for it was of the self-adhesive kind, and no clear fingerprints could be established on the paper or on the box inside. Mention of the semiprecious stone found among the mutilated human fingers had been kept from the media: copycat crimes were never encouraged by the police. That there was a ‘probable’ connection between the kidnapping and possibly three other crimes already under investigation could not be withheld, but the authorities declined to say why they believed there was a link.

  Childes benefited from their discretion and had managed to leave the mainland before conclusions could be drawn by outsiders. His psychic contact with the killer had remained a closely guarded secret. The pathologist’s report stated that the fingers had been severed from a victim already dead. There was mercy in that alone.

  Annabel’s body was not recovered and no vision of its whereabouts came to Childes. He tried earnestly to probe with his mind but to no avail.

  Nothing more was to happen until a few weeks later.

  In the dream he watched the dark-haired boy and knew the boy was himself.

  He sat upright in the narrow bed, sheets bunched around him, and he was young, very young. He was speaking, the same words repeated over and over again like a senseless litany.

  ‘. . . you . . . can’t . . . be . . .’

  The figure of a woman stood at the end of the bed, an ivory statue, unmoving in the moonlight, watching as did he, the dreamer. A terrible sorrow ebbed from her and, just as the sleeping observer knew that the boy was his younger self, he knew the woman was his mother. But she was dead.

  ‘. . . he . . . says . . . you can’t . . . you can’t . . . be . . .’ mumbled the boy, and the sadness between woman and child, mother and son, became immense.

  And the son then became aware of the observer, his startled eyes looking upwards, into the darkest corner of the room. He looked directly at himself.

  But the moment was gone as heavy, lumbering footsteps sounded along the corridor outside. So, too, was gone the spectral vision of his mother.

  The dark shadow of a man stood swaying in the doorway and Childes, the onlooker, was almost overwhelmed by the wretched anger exuding from his father in threatening waves, a guilt-ridden fury that charged the atmosphere. Childes cringed, as did his younger self, the boy, when the drunken man lurched forward, fists raised.

  ‘I told you,’ the father shouted. ‘No more! No more . . .’ The boy screamed from beneath the bedclothes as
the blows fell.

  Childes tried to call out, to warn his father to leave the boy alone, that he could not help seeing his mother’s ghost-spirit, that she had returned to reassure him, to let him know that her love had not perished with her cancer-riddled body, that love always continued, the grave was no captor or gaoler or executioner, that she would ever love him and he could know that through his special gift which allowed him to see . . . But his father would not listen, did not hear, his wrath overriding all other senses and emotions. He had told his son there was no life after death, the dead could never come back to torment, that his mother had died full of hate and had deserved the lingering suffering because God willed such upon those whose hearts were corrupted with hatred, and she could not rise again to talk of love when she was filled with an odious loathing of him, her husband, the boy’s father, and there were no such things as spirits or ghosts or hauntings because even the Church denied them, and there was nothing like that, nothing at all, nothing . . .!

  The boy’s screams had sunk to sobs and the beating this time was worse than any of the others. Soon his consciousness began to fade as he closed away his mind, deliberately rejecting what was happening, what had happened. And Childes, the man, the dreaming witness, was aware that the boy’s mind had closed against what would happen.

  He awoke whimpering, as he had all those years ago when only a boy.

  ‘Jon, are you all right?’

  Amy was leaning over him, her hair brushing his cheek. ‘You were having a nightmare, like before, saying the same words, and then yelling at someone, screaming for them to stop.’

  His breathing was shallow, fast, his chest rising in sharp movements. She had turned on the bedside lamp and her sweet face, anxious though it was, was a relief from the nightmare.

  ‘He . . . he made me . . .’ he whispered.

  ‘Who, Jon? And what?’

  Alertness was swiftly returning. Childes lay there for a few more seconds, gathering his thoughts, then pushed himself up so that his back was against the wall. Amy half-knelt beside him, shadows accentuating the soft curves of her body as the bedsheet fell around her waist. She smoothed away dark hair that hung over his forehead.